I miss reading.

I seriously haven't read a book since I read kitchen last year...

I pick books up but never get past a few chapters.

I picked Wuthering Heights up again last night and read a couple of chapters.. i forgot what happened before but not much so i cbf rereading it.

Couple days ago I picked up the Count of Monte Cristo again and read a few chapters... it was a good book. Absolutely massive thoguh. about the same size as the clan of the cavebear...

After I read Clan of the Cavebear a few years ago I tried to read its sequel but one massive book was enough for me at the time hahahaa

Someone took out Crime and Punishment which I wanted to read in these holidays...

I guess I can finish Wuthering Heights now....

I like reading more classic type books now... well. what little of them I do read anyway haha

From what I've read so far, I quite like the child Heathcliff... then again I stopped right before the chapter devilchild Heathcliff is described rather than orphan child Heathcliff so yeah...

My throat is itchy.

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Hm...

Is it just me or does Avis Cyrus' new cover for Can't Be Tamed remind you of Lady Spears' My Prerogative cover?

A slightly more pg version as shes not quite legal yet heyy

Let's hope this Disney lady-baby keeps her hair and panties on

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Dostoevsky

I am a ridiculous person. Now they call me a madman. That would be a promotion if it were not that I remain as ridiculous in their eyes as before.

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Dreams, as we all know, are very queer things: some parts are presented with appalling vividness, with details worked up with the elaborate finish of jewellery, while others one gallops through, as it were, without noticing them at all, as, for instance, through space and time.

Dreams seem to be spurred on not by reason but by desire, not by the head but by the heart, and yet what complicated tricks my reason has played sometimes in dreams, what utterly incomprehensible things happen to it!

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But enough. I will begin about my dream. Yes, I dreamed a dream, my dream of the third of November. They tease me now, telling me it was only a dream. But does it matter whether it was a dream or reality, if the dream made known to me the truth? If once one has recognised the truth and seen it, you know that it is the truth and that there is no other and there cannot be, whether you are asleep or awake. Let it be a dream, so be it, but that real life of which you make so much I had meant to extinguish by suicide, and my dream, my dream - oh, it revealed to me a different life, renewed, grand and full of power!

~The Dream Of a Ridiculous Man

Quote of the Day

'I should sign up for security... I can be Samoan.'

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later that evening

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'I'm going to sign up for cloakroom. All I have to do is take everything and put it in a room. Who cares if they can find anything after because I won't be there. I don't care.'

My role model right there.

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Intermission

In eco and mr rackham is lame and not here.... our reliever is cool and we're just doing random stuff...

i was looking at some wedding photography (long story...)

and suddenly i heard this kinda intermission kinda music with the cymbals kinda tapping and i was like ... wtf. prefects being weird?....

and i realised it was comin from one of the sites i was visiting.

aaaaaaand exit.

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Ball Dress #2 (Shoes still absent)

So... shoe shopping failed today.

i ordered my ball dress...

from beki boo...

its like the green one i tried on (if u were there)

but its long

got this kinda cut out kinda not really back... shows a lot of back and im worried its ugly but fck it it'll be dark right??

tis reddy vermilion...

its got straps... but could go strapless but.... i was like... im not gna risk it. cz its not bra-friendly...

tis loose-fitting...

and omg

she took my measurements.

made me realise how massive my ass really is. fml. seriously. FMLLLL

but yeah....

i guess you guys will see what its like...

my fitting is next saturday and i have to get heels before then so she can check the length....

i need gold heels. fml. where am i gna get some gold heels which i can afford......

im gna be so asian. red and gold...

im gna either look awesome or tacky.

let's go with awesome...

at least this will be one of those when i look back and go 'cringe... that was shocking... but sht it was fun while it lasted.' hahahaah

>.>

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