Stress Stress Stress

Stress est good for the heart and soul (insert tune... heart and soul.... lalallalalalaaaah)

The thing is that usually if I'm not stressed then I can't get anything done.

I have to be stressed.

It's a requirement of life.

I swear and my mum swears that I'm going to have a heart attack when I'm in my twenties

hahahaa

Today wasn't a very good day... Everything was just bad from when I woke up.

Oh but there was one thing good which was today was an autumn morning

=]]

It was awesome.

And then the sun came out and it was really really hot like right now...

But the autumn morning was good.

Autumn makes me smile.

So I was doing homework and maths was getting me in a tiz and the 2 essays I have to write are floating around in non-being...

I was getting really agitated and so I decided to make brownies.

Steph agreed that I should for the sake of my wellbeing hahaa

So I made alice medrich's cocoa brownies

It's quite a good recipe though I havent tasted the brownies yet...

I reduced very slightly (as in about 10g) the sugar and the flour...

They're cooling now

=]

I might bring them tomorrow as bribes for the shakespeare girls.

Or I might just eat them tonight by myself.

So...

Everyone's been talking about lantern yesterday.

It was alright.

I think last year was more fun because we actually did stuff.

I met lots of people who I didn't actually meet.

I think I met a lot of them at the bbq but yeah..

I still don't know their names.

I hate james.

He's so thin.

Guys should not be allowed to be that thin.

He's like the male version of Steph.

Both should have fat transplants.

Highlights of lantern...

• Dark mocha frapuccino (it's soooo goood......shame Winnie)
• 'Only one in nz' street artist with the south american thing with turpentine or something...
• Cages at Louis Vitton
• New season at Country Road (but I didn't go in =[[[[)

Hm... what else...

I was craving like burger and fries.... like the really good burger from burger fuel (not the whole thing) and fries and cold coke...

I'm making dinner tonight and I don't know what carb I'm going to make....

Noodles or lice or what?

Oh

Apparently mum froze this broth/soup

Alrighty

Broth/soup and udon

And now my mood is being ruined.

Slowly but surely.

Because he just came back from looking at the new house.

And theyre all in front of me talking about it.

And they're going to get rid of the really really pretty garden at the front.

And they're gonna put down cement and turn it into a carparking area.

It's seirously like....

My heart is breaking.

And I'm getting really pissed cz her perfume is fucking disgusting and I kind of want to throw up but I hear that's rude.

See.

Now I baked for nothing.

He and mum are both yelling at me now.

Saying that I'm being silly.

And the flower will be fine and it doesn't matter anyway.

FFS

Roses don't grow in marshlands for a reason.

Ew.

Smell.

Retch.

Arh.

Think brownies... brownies.... calm....

CALM DAMMIT

sigh.

I really should do my essays

But I cbf..

Tata,

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