Long Time No See

So it's been a while since I've blogged and I can't even remember when/what my last post was... It occurs to me that I should check now. *10 second interlude* Ah... So err... that meme went well.. lol

I don't know why I suddenly thought to blog... I haven't actually opened blogger properly in months so I have many many posts to look through from my subscriptions. TBH I probably won't go through them because how horribly tedious is that?

I'm just rambling whatever comes to my head now because this post doesn't really have a purpose.. not like many of them do but whatever. I've come to realise that I am an unpleasant person. Tis perhaps a more recent development and I think I may have a psychological disease.. or the more likely scenario is that I'm PMS-ing =D

I was just saying today that I'm either sad or stupid and content. But it's not a particularly profound or warranted sort of sad.. more sadness out of boredom/apathy/frustration/anxiety. That probably doesn't make sense but fuck it. My mind is not a very sensible place.

So I guess I should be pretty chuffed about the whole marks thing but err.. not really, no. It kinda makes me even more depressed. Like if I was dumb I could be forgiven for not being more productive/successful/money-making but err.. yeah. I still believe that it was all luck because I did shit all and scraped by haha I suppose I just suit IB... Teachers helping us cheat the system also helped. =D I figure that this year I'll just see how I go and if it's no bueno then I can change back or whatever.. Bring on the student loan debt!!

I forget what I'm talking about... I'm very emotional these days. Or just stupid. I don't know. I'm normal when I first wake up but as the day goes on I get more and more spastic... I also eat more and more. I totally had 3 bowls of cereal yesterday.. Not even as meals =D Reading my old essays etc. makes me wonder where my intelligence went. Maybe because I've stopped reading or doing anything really other than eat, watch tv, trawl the internet, listen to music, spend too much money... All of my money's like gone so that's nice. God, this post is dull.. Wonder how fast the paint is drying? Is it as speedy as the growing grass?

Let's try lighten up. Not like BB cream, more like radiance powder... shiny shiny shinyyyyy =D

Let's share amusing thoughts:

I've been having strange dreams these days and I always want to tell people about them but I forget within the hour of waking up... Some of them are rather frightening o.o ... Wait this was supposed to be light. err.. I'm failing at this. Quick what's something funny about dreams?! Lol did you see that ridiculous internet thing? "Psychological fact: If you dream about a person, it means that they like you." Or something LUDICROUS like that.. Ludicrous is a fantastic word. Mr. O totally made that the word of the day/week/year in our class...

Speaking of BB cream (a while ago but whatever), I bought this apple face mask stuff in Taiwan and it's this korean brand... I was half ignoring the saleslady and also my mandarin isn't as fluent as it could/should be so I'm not sure if it's exfoliating or purifying or moisturising... It occurs to me to ask someone to take a look at the korean but I cbf.. I guess I'll find out when I try it? It smelt nice D=

Perhaps I have an amusing travel anecdote... I must do. Actually it was largely uneventful.. Just minor things that happen and are only really amusing because I was bored out of my mind. It was strange... we didn't eat the things that we wanted to because R is pussy and his stomach wasn't cooperating. OH! We went to Pizza Hut in Shanghai and they're like.. proper restaurant/diner type things. Like 2 floors with tables/booths and like the menu was much more extensive. There was milk/boba tea everywhere and of all the appetisers we could have chosen, we had escargots at the Nanjing Road Pizza Hut =D Cz we're classy like that.

I feel like pizza now... Pizza is good. What is this nonsense about pizza being made a vegetable in America? Sure perhaps it is 1/8 a serving of vegetable bc of the tomato paste but the oil and carbs and cheese and (probably) meats kind of negates whatever health benefits it has. I FEEL LIKE GARLIC BREAD. I love food. I haven't had garlic bread in soooo long. Maybe I can have pizza for dinner... I am literally thinking aloud/atyping... lol that doesn't make sense does it?

My thoughts are very jumpy. Jump backwards and forwards... It's a wonder I passed TOK at all lol Although it did take me ages to organise my thoughts because they were so messy in my first/second/third drafts hahaa

So we're ordering pizza but the site isn't letting me order it online... R is trying on his laptop now but otherwise I'll have to go down and get it... slack. I'm super hungry now so I'll just leave you here with the glorious grumbling of my stomach. Oh what he was able to order it fine... Whatta sexist! =P

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